Man there are so many things running through my head before the first final weigh in. I want to get to my goal- I want to be healthy- and happy. My husband is in good shape and loves the beach.....the beach.....me in a swimsuit- not right now. But someday I will. I know this sounds bizzare but I want to be able to do one chin up- just one to lift my own body weight! I want to be able to go try on new jeans and not leave the dressing room frustrated and disgusted. I want to pose in front of a camera and not think ( suck in, stretch your neck to smooth it out, turn to the side or hide behind someone to hide your stomach). I want to wear a skirt to show my knees- I haven't comfortably worn shorts in the summer since 2002. Sad. I was looking at my blog page and saw some comments from my teammates- they are all so cool. These are people that I would have never met before and I am so glad that I have.
Biofreeze is my friend. Go hard or go home - Rest when you die. And to rip off- Just do it
smooches
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