PUSH!

I have decided when you feel like you are being pushed then you grit your teeth, growl, and push back. But what if it is your body that is pushing you? I feel hungry then I take two bite of fish or veggies and my body says- "Oh, No Thank you!" and I don't feel hungry anymore. I know I need to eat more but just can't put it in my mouth. Then on top of that I have figured out that if I don't eat enough protein throughout the day or I go too long before eating than my moods goes for a violent swing. We went to a BBQ today and I didn't cheat AT ALL! THey had the biggest burgers I have ever seen lately, but the burgers were not the biggest temptation- it was the potato salad and CHEESE DIP! Do you hear my Kracken- I passed up CHEESE DIP! THere was even a cute little one who was maybe 4 or 5 yrs old and he went around and gave chocolate eggs to all the women and he was so sweet with his big teethy grin and when I declined he made a pouty face and said, " But mommy said that girls love candy" and held it out to me again. I took it from him because no was not an option and when he went onto the next female- I quickly gave it to hubby. I am so proud of myself for losing so much and I have so many people saying how proud they are of me but I am tired of the same food for lunch and dinner, lunch and dinner, lunch and dinner, lunch and dinner, lunch and dinner, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
Hot tea makes me feel better!