Gimme ME

Ok- today was the hardest day to get out of bed...so far. I was just really tired and normally after a few minutes of getting out of bed I am fine. Not today. I was proud that I did get on the stairmaster even though I could have chose not to this morning. The hardest part of the day was work. Instead of going to schools or people's house for home health- I went to a continuing education class. I show up and I guessed right when there was a BUFFET of bagels, Giant muffins ( chocolate with chocolate, blueberry and sugar on top, and banana nut - my fav) and pastries danishes. We are talking platters full! I wanted just a bite of bagel and cream cheese so bad you just don't know! But I knew this would be a challenge so I brought my lunch with an extra apple, just in case, but surprisingly I didn't need it. I went out to lunch with some friends would were at the conference too and I ate my chicken and veggies while they have big subs from Lenny's. I was proud that I didn't even ask for a bite of bread! Come on people, carbs and sweets ar.......used to be my thing....so for me to say :"No thanks, I'm good" That is a big deal for me. Just when I thought I had beaten the dragon - they pulled out the big guns... a mountain of all types of cookies and brownies, and not the thin ones- the cake brownies and Hot chocolate. I was proud of myself. Just got to say- it's one day at a time.

p.s my hubby was really impressed with my loss and he said he can really tell when he got home from a week visit with his brother