Ahh Saturday!

no 4am today! No sir and it is so nice! Thanks girls for the workout today- it is easier to push yourself when you are with others. I am starting to really understand that I can do this stuff! I can push myself to sweat, I can pass up a tray of yummy bagels and pastries, and I can lose weight. I know I would not been able to get this far without Antionne, Matt, and my girls! I used to do 30 mins on a cardio machine on level 3 or 4 and just go without paying attention to speed or incline - just get on and you're done - that was it. Now I know that I can get on a cardio machine for 20 mins and do a level 8-10 and keep a speed of 6.0mph! That is freakin crazy! I do want this- I want to make it to my 30lb goal before my birthday and I know I can do it! I will do it! I'm starting to not fear summer as much now- just the idea of having to deal with swimsuits and shorts used to make me sick. Honestly I didn't wear shorts- unless it was well over 100 degrees with heat index. I am curios to see what I can wear this summer- I am still burning my UGLY corduroy brown pants!

I have made a wonderful discovery today- cherry passion tic tacs. They're 1.9 calories a piece and they taste more like candy than mints- so I can get my sweet kick without paying a huge price.